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it's all in your head

by dandelion hands

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1.
stale beard 02:04
bright lights shine right through me ghostly figures playing chess for money lonely fingers bittersweet and ugly backwards vs cover all the honey you will never be free you are all you can see your veins run right through me awkward encounters at our favorite movies laugh at all your jokes when you're not even funny visit all the bars when its nice and sunny you will never be free you are all you can see
2.
i like you 02:47
i am scared to say i miss you last time i had you i should have kissed you these feelings fester up inside but how could i deny these butterflies i hope i’m not stuck on your waiting list because i dream of you in colors that don’t exist and i think its high time for you to know i like you i like you i like you and i hope you like me too you’ve been there through all i’ve been through kept me sane and held my hand too the way you make me feel alright so how could i deny your lips on mine i hope i’m not stuck on your waiting list because i dream of you in colors that don’t exist and i think its high time for you to know i like you i like you i like you and i hope you like me too
3.
smile 02:17
i've got a baby and she lives just around the corner she doesn't know that she's mine so i'll give her some time every single thing about her is nearly flawless but we're only friends when she gives me the time but when i try to hide the way i feel inside i get so lost in the thought of what its like to be alive seeing the same moon you see out your window so i will sing the songs that only you have heard on top my cursed bed that in time you swore became the only place you dreaded leaving i'm not going anywhere i'm not going anywhere until i see you smile i'm not going anywhere i'm not going anywhere until i seeeee yoooouuuuu
4.
breathe 04:26
i have lost my voice i have no pride haven’t been the same since grandma died acting on an old impulse to hide your perfume lingers in my bed where you used to sleep and rest your head memories awaken all the dead fill my arms with heavy liquid light your cigarette breathe me in now, breath me in won’t you tell me why i can’t sleep projecting regret in my head i don’t want to hear a single thing unless its from the heart i don’t want to feel a single thing hands wrapped around my neck (and i can’t breathe)
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red mittened hands safety from the cold exit plans when you're feeling bold want a life to live without regret its a gift that i'll never get
6.
jan 3 02:28
last night i had a dream that we were lying in my bed and without needing to speak you heard the words inside my head then the ground began to shake we were sure that we were dead until my arms grew into wings with you wrapped around my waist we swam deep into the sea until we found ourselves in space in your muffled murmured speech you admitted you were god and the reason you were here was to save me from myself
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scars 03:04
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it used to be about us both but now you're gone my love can be a dangerous drug don't get attached will you help me find my way back home? if i stare at the clock long enough will i have the time to tell you everything? time moves so fast in every direction. as soon as i turn over on my side, pull the blankets up over my shoulders... the suns creeping through the blinds. do you think if i stay long enough i can make you understand that i just need one kiss, but i'll take more if you have some to spare.
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kitty 01:55
i'm lonely///////////////////////////////////// won't you haunt me?????????????
10.
i notice everything but lack the voice to tell you what i see this permamute is driving me crazy you fall for anything a place to sleep a home to call your own when you're up all night you repeat on the phone lets get away drive out in the rain lets get away climb inside my brain you say you'll never sing punishing the one who made you whole lacking perfection isn't good at all don't treat me like a king hang me like the sinner that i am your words repeat in my head like you give a damn lets get away drive out in the rain lets get away climb inside my brain
11.
lay awake counting all the time you waste sleep for days sink into the bed you've made left alone in a place you can't call home so get high don't tell your friends you want to die because that's life and its cruel and its wrong but you have to hold on because love can be felt in a song long after i'm gone so when i am put to death for the things that i've done just know that inside of my heart that you were the one
12.
repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone time has proven that fooling yourself into believing a lie is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over keep listening to the mixtapes they made you overanalyse every single word you hear “was this a sign that things were going wrong” no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them stay up every single night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons, these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of equally returned love go out for coffee four times a week by yourself always bring your notebook, never stop writing leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip watch them smile as you get in your car always talk down on yourself whenever possible my life is shit because i deserve it, right? you must have done something real bad its nearly impossible for you to cry now avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency you have left in your life, if they really wanted to see you they’d come, but they won’t (who cares?) allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you, don’t fight it become a secondary character in your own motion picture but most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach, you’re drinking bottled love now you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness you just needed to find a way to talk to it
13.
i don't care about anyone and the feeling is quite obviously mutual i am the one that i no longer am you can't take away what i don't have where did you sleep last night and did you kiss him in the morning i'm never serious but seriously i'm dead where did you sleep last night and did you kiss him in the morning
14.
whispered conversation i can smell the cigarettes on your breath make me feel my loneliest when you're around watch you run right through me as if i was never there at all temptress tear my heartstrings i never want to feel again
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Gone But Not Forgotten--
The spirit of dandelion hands' hazy 2013 classic, "it's all in your head," rises from the tombstone and returns with added songs, an updated tracklist and a lmtd. physical edition.

All sounds written and recorded by Nick Heck,
with the exception of track #18, which features
the fishermen narcs.

Originally released on April 20, 2013.
Re-released digitally and physically Sept. 30, 2016.

This album is also available in it's original form on Spotify--
streaming there directly helps support nick and is greatly appreciated~ open.spotify.com/album/68WgULHIkX1dsZYsFPOWWR

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released September 30, 2016

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